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I sometimes wonder behind everyone you see, what kinda troubles or happies they are going thru. I guess everyone has their own story. I was bored during a conferene yesterday and I was scrolling thru ppl's blog to see if they have updated. and i ran across this dude whom i play badminton with, and he has a blog, so i clicked on it, since he made it public i guess anyone on msn can see it. so i was reading it, reading it and i was thinking this guy is so depressed and keeps on posting comments, i wanna die, i wanna fade to black. i looked back at the dates and they are not recent, like a month already. So his problem is that majority of the girls he dated dumped him, cause they were cheating on him. and he feels so hurt cause hes so into the relationship. So when i see him at badminton he looks fine, he plays badminton, hes joking, hes smiling. like wow, hes putting up such a great act. So yeah i guess everyone has a story happy or sad. I wonder what ppl think of me when they see me.

Do you think ppl making comments about a specific race is racist or just stating the obious? Like there is like a black speed skater, some guy put, what do u think is wrong with this picture? another example i have is, that this dude notices some things when he takes the subway, he goes why does kids these days act so gangster with pants down and stuff, and some guy just said, are u referring to black guys? I get some free time so I have time to surf and read msgs boards.

So in the past i've always thought valentines day is like so over rated and its just not that special basically. Well I still sorta have the same feeling but just a lil has changed. Maybe i was thinking that cause either i wasn't dating anyone and that I had no reason to celebrate it. basically I didn't know how it feels like to be with someone. I still think I can do the things I did on valentines day any day for that special person, cause I appreciate that person and just wanna surprise or just do something special. It so happens Valentines day was around the corner this time of the year and there was more of a reason to celebrate it. So I did plan alot of stuff which I don't think i've could of done, and some creative things. The day turned out very nicely and I can say it was the best date i've been on, and that i've planned.

And my work has been busy with a few seminars. I've been working overtime which is great. For the first time, I felt like it was busy and i could of panicied but didn't when i was the only person running the place in the evening and holding 2 video conferences and still have to setup and serve food and coffee. All the years of food serive sorta paid off. I know how to run a freakin food place and manage staff and doing my tech thing. Oh, and now i'm sorta in charged of some parts of the facitilies and how to make things run smoother and efficient. its like i get to give my 2 cents about what the work study students does and how things should change cause they are not working so great now. I guess lots of ppl notice things except they don't say anything, cause its not their job, but i think ppl opinion matters and especially the ppl who work here. While some comments are sorta stupid and rediculious but some are really good. Also i think cause its unionized it stops the productivity, but i don't care and done whatever it takes to make things work.

Well everyone out there, bye